| Sometimes, I think I keep my feelings inside too much. Here goes: WHY THE HELL DID I GO TO LAW SCHOOL? THIS IS THE HARDEST THING I HAVE EVER DONE IN MY LIFE!!! whew... |
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| By the Holy Spirit's leading in my spirit, I am disciplining my flesh and my soul. My flesh and soul does not want to work hard to become a competent attorney. Therefore, I must discipline them, so that I can make money to help spread the gospel and build the church. I am undertaking a regimen. Lately, I have become too spoiled. The Lord is showing me a lot. There are brothers who are very amazed at this working occurring within me. This is the work of God. These several years, the Lord has been changing me inwardly. Outwardly, I was following my own will but inwardly I was being broken by the Lord. Now, my will belongs to Lord Jesus. I must take the cross, applying the cross to my whole body and soul. Our own will is never enough. We must obey Lord Jesus. |
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| I will use my legal education for the glory of God. Hallelujah!
Lord, I take the Blood.
I still have feelings of loneliness. But I see that it's just human. Loneliness is something that we deal with before God brings us to the one the He wants for us.
Hard work is also a fact of life. There's no way to really enjoy the Lord without working hard.
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| Lord, I don't want to leave Your gift uneaten.
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| I want to see reality,
Stop colluding myself.
Why do I hold the same
Security blanket?
I desire the things of men
And not the things of God.
Peter, can you see
That a grain of wheat must
Fall to the ground to bear fruit?
Peter, can you see
That your friend must die
But He will rise up?
Peter, you are me, I am you.
I can't believe it's true
That my Lord has to die.
I can't believe it's true
That God will provide
I need to put myself
In the arms of God.
First I am His.
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